reflection of life

so i’m approaching another birthday. i seem to see it as if it was a titter totter 40 45 centre point 50, 50 55 60 so forth. so tomorrow ill be exiting the pivotal point, the centre my 55 and turning 56, i have a choice to see as if its down hill or uphill hummmm

i try to put myself together polished to help boost beauty, vanity possibly and my sense of self, as i curl my hair and see my nail polish shrinking and chipped, who notices these things other than me, really.

ahhh to age gracefully as my body feels at times its age and beyond due to some hard wild crazy times, my spirit still roars of that of a youthful women, tears of wasted years linger deep in the background as i pull myself out and try to immerse myself in gratitude for the moment i am in. and of course i have more to say about all this but for now i’m gonna go back to painting, maybe even pour myself a pink lemonade and vodka, to celebrate my birthday early and the coming of summer. Image

Never ending struggle, doesnt have to be

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so there i was driven down the QEW when i stuck behind this, omg merits a conversation with G-d indeed, could help but look up, you’ve got to be kidding me is the first thing that came to mind. Now that’s a sign if i ever saw one, couldn’t help but chuckle but what am i to do with this? find a way to shift my perception so it doesn’t feel like a struggle. One thing i’ve learned is the only time things feel different is if I change the way i see it, so some reflection in order and the beat goes on, learning to find my own beat. I tried living at the pace of others just felt like i was falling short, that would just not do. looking for the treasure in life, like a hobbit with fuzzy feet, what i discovered is the treasure i was seeking was me.

dancers

dancers

this painting is sold bout let me tell u a bit about what the piece stirs for me, as it is a reminder to dance, to take flight, no matter what life throws ur way, u can handle it and the goal is to end up on a lighter note, to take flight, paint, dance, cook do what sparks ur passion